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Blue Skies Black

by Mike Grosshandler

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1.
Pleased to notice you from afar How I’d wondered how you are I’m glad to see that life moves on Even my fallen star Even you, my fallen star I tried to do right by you But found the benefits did lack With no help from you, I’ll help myself I want to see your blue skies black Thinking back on how it had seemed Knowing now for what I’d dreamed Makes me think that a fool was me For how I’d wanted we How much I’d wanted we I had a dream about you last night And all it did was to make me realize That I missed you way more than you Ever deserved
2.
Status Quo 03:45
Wondering quietly if I’ve said all there is to say How many ways can I word the same phrase? Fresh from the quill My head is now much less filled Onto the paper, my thoughts, they all spilled Should I continue on down this path of status quo? What good is a life not lived, not allowed to grow? Turn the page, chapter 2 This story’s still based on you Some say, “look at what you’ve got.” I say, “look at what I’ve lost.” What I’ve lost… Should I continue on down this path of status quo? What good is a life not lived, not allowed to grow? Watch the others shuffle by each day, each day more the same Leave them to their ennui, I intend to win this game. While others marvel at the yellow, orange, red I prefer to see the green that isn’t quite yet dead Tell me now, what’s left, after all the rest? Where will I breathe my last breaths?
3.
Nothing Much 03:32
Cool breeze, won’t you come and breathe me life-like? Steal my sadness from the spotlight Feel a little better than I felt last night Not sure why it seemed like nothing’s gone right Nothing much has changed, I know But this night, I am not bathed in woe Either way I’ll still sustain And chase my dreams, I want to win this game I’m running along, a kid with his arms out Ready to take to the sky Step after step, I run a little faster All I need is one more mile
4.
You wish I’d be another fish in the sea You’d swim with me, and go crazy In the surf We won’t dry off Who can blame me for preferring my muse’s company to that of any who might be beside me? Next to me… Do you really think you know me and you understand my mind? Can you tell me what I’m thinking when you try to cross that line?
5.
The Words 02:26
Impress me, I’ll learn I’ve just gone, it’s your turn “I’m wrong” – the words you crave I’m gone Invective, so strong But I’ll get mine, in song
6.
Today is a perfectly good day there are no clouds in my sky today Everything’s fine Everything’s sane Everything’s calm Everything’s safe Don’t be left out Don’t be afraid Some day we’ll be Nostalgic for today Won’t you come Here today? Won’t you stay? Ooh, come with me Ooh, don’t wait Oh, it’s safe!
7.
Drops 02:58
I still feel raw Kind of like you owe me more And as far as you are concerned I earned your slamming door Not quite dirty, not quite clean Not quite ready for what i’ve seen I know who is against me I feel you won’t protect me And now I listen to your lies Tell myself I won’t do it one more time I know you think you own me When you need me to be there, I won’t be Behind the veil, I see what you’d have me see Only I’m all too aware of tricks your mind plays on me When nothing works in this scene What’s so lovely as a dream?
8.
Sometimes 03:24
Sitting where I never thought I’d be Wond’ring what’s become of me How is it that I have come this far Towards being what I say you are It’s a shame, why do we do what we do Ooh, sometimes To feel the way that we want to Ooh, sometimes It’s alive, but it is not complete Imperfect, but aren’t we? Sort of bubbling there right along Through this life, through right and wrong Wrong It’s a shame we have to do what we do Ooh, sometimes To feel the way that we want to Ooh, sometimes I’m told these are supposed to be The best days of my life But as of right now, I just don’t know how How to celebrate them right
9.
Florida 02:54
Here I am, complain again Where are my good times with whom and when? Pitiful me, pitiful I Alone on my bed, awake as I lie Time is short and patience wanes I need some closure promptly Turn it up and pace the feign Remember to tread lightly More complex it grows by the hour Wither, wilt, and die, like a flower Journal, journal, on the page Tell me how come must I age? Burdens again find me of late How much more can I fit on my plate? Slowly balance one upon ten Fall to the floor, and I start again…
10.
Drive Me 04:01
I hope that this light I see tells of things to come Moving forward, obstacles, each fall one by one Don’t get caught up in the moment, eyes set straight ahead For all you know, this could soon go south, come to an end You can drive me insane You don’t even know What will I dwell upon, when I reach the end? It should only be a starting point, a new beginning then Every worry’s worthless when the world will be your friend And yet it might just be Pandora’s box wrought open with my pen All the things that shaped me, made me who I am today Are banished to my memories, why can’t they come out and play?
11.
Too many reasons to live alone Too many chances come and gone Too many ways I could die before you Too many sicknesses Under a street light Too many last rites Feeling that I can’t see Gone with the seasons Too many reasons Too many ways to be Too many storms blown out to sea Too many times I’m yet to see Too many tries at something healthy Too many sicknesses
12.
Without You 04:26
And so again, tonight I lay alone in bed, you’ve gone away I think about the tastes and smells I miss and wish that I could tell you one more time that everything would be fine if you were lying right here next to me in the morning I’m sure it’s true As I lie here without you So I prepare to sleep and dream of lords and ladies in a stream of consciousness, or maybe not The original now forgot So what is there now left for me?

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released February 29, 2012

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Mike Grosshandler Albany, New York

Mike Grosshandler has been active in the Albany, NY music scene since 1997. He is the singer/guitarist for the rock band The VeLMAs. He has also performed with Above The Flood, The Hard Luck Souls, and Midnight Radio.

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